Monday, March 24, 2014

Preggo update-34.5 weeks

Well here I am 34.5 almost 35 weeks pregnant with baby #2. I'm still shocked looking back over the past almost 9 months and can't believe in a few more weeks I'll get to meet this new love that will completely change my world again for the better. Its such a  different experience not knowing the sex of this baby. I have a strong feeling its another boy, maybe because "boy" is all I know or its my mama's intuition.
Going through this pregnancy has been in many ways different than it was being pregnant with Hunter. With Hunter I craved salty, savory and greasy foods, although I still enjoy eating those types of foods I mostly crave sweets this time. With Hunter I was really emotional and cried all the time, this time I have the occasional cry but have been more feisty as my hubby would say ;)
Also another huge relief, I'm not swollen like I was pregnant with Hunter! Holy cow, check out those bad boys!!! Not only did my feet look like this, my entire body was blown up. What a huge relief it has been to not be swollen, especially since I'm chasing around a toddler this time. In general my body hasn't gone through or experienced the discomfort and pain that I did being pregnant with my first.
I'm trying to not stress out about having a newborn with a 20 month old but I'm also preparing myself for a rough adjustment. I know things will work out and eventually everyone will find there place and adjust to this new change as a family, but I'm nervous.
I'm nervous that it will be too much at times and I won't know how to handle it. That hubby will get overwhelmed with home, work and school load and that Hunter will have a tough time understanding that He will no longer be his Mama's only baby.
At the same time I'm filled with so much joy and happiness thinking about meeting this baby for the first time, experiencing that same unexplainable love that takes over. Seeing my hubby become a Daddy all over again to this new babe and watching Hunter become a big brother.


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